Going into Form 4. There's been so much change. Interest wise, behaviour wise? but mostly love wise. If "love" is the appropriate word for it.
Alot of people are now going through those stages of liking that special someone, or maybe going through the end stages which hurts the most. :(
Me never being in these certain times, makes it hard for me to know what it's like to care for someone. Although not denying that if I like that person, I'm very sure i do. Which i do.
Liking that person is both a pleasure and a torture. So weird. Imagining being with that person would be pleasure, caring for them, remembering them, missing them when your away. Consequently, the torture is knowing that you might not have much of a big chance. Or at least you tend to tell yourself that. You worry of rejection. Rejection kills. A feeling i hate. But the risk you take if you really want to be with that person.
These are some of the things that muddle my mind these days. My teenage years. Lived with youth.....love?.....I wish to hope.
"I just feel like I'm up against so much competition, will she like me? Maybe she probably doesn't. Am i putting up false hope?" - - - - - - - - - - - -xxx ;(
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