Monday, August 24, 2009

Quiet Night

Today's a quiet night, which doesn't happen too often. Surfing the internet alone.

My chat mate and one of my bestyferend decided to go on a short vacation not too far away. I think right now the person is having dinner. Not sure now.:P

Oh well, get your booty back here soon! LOL

Your besty,
Hzq? (Haziq)
xoxo.

When you gunna be back? - me
Hope you have a fun two days - ******
p.s. your not gunna make me take this post off. ;P
HAVE FUN THOUGH!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

A Family Through Time...

I was at my grandmothers house the other day, and suddenly decided to take a picture of the drawn family photo which was on the wall of the stairs. It's been there ever since i remember, but of course, then I didn't have a blog to have purpose taking a picture of it. It was done around 1986.









Maklong(19 years old)
Makngah(18 years old)

Mama(17 years old)
Pakunggal(15 years old)
Auntie Sheira(13 years old)
(In order of pictures)(Sorry don't have a pic of grandmother on me xP)

It's so cool to see how they've changed in looks since then.
Their all such awesome aunties and uncles. Not your regular typical malay ones(not being racist cos most like makcik-makcik already hahaha) but cos these people are hip and young and fun. My uncle(Pakunggal) the most playful and young souled uncle i know. He'd buy me a bike just like that after he asks me if i want one. When it's raya, he literally buys a whole black rubbish bag full of fireworks mercuns n stuff! FULL. Brought us all on holiday which he planned out, camp out at hotels beach view at night, jet-skiing, parasailing, banana boat. First times for all of those for me at the time. 8 hundreds of ringgit worth of remote control boats for his neice and nephews to play with. Hes the bomb! xP all of my aunties are the best too, its so much fun to be around with them.
hmmmmmm~~~~~
How blessed i am to be with such a family. :D


Raya is coming soon, can't wait to celebrate it with all my cousins, aunties and uncle. Worth it every year - me xD


Saturday, August 15, 2009

We Were Made That Way...

Michael Jackson - Human Nature

Looking Out

Across The Night-Time
The City Winks A Sleepless Eye
Hear Her Voice
Shake My Window
Sweet Seducing Sighs

Get Me Out
Into The Night-Time
Four Walls Won't Hold Me Tonight
If This Town
Is Just An Apple
Then Let Me Take A Bite

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way

Reaching Out
To Touch A Stranger
Electric Eyes Are Ev'rywhere
See That Girl
She Knows I'm Watching
She Likes The Way I Stare

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
I Like Livin' This Way
I Like Lovin' This Way

Looking Out
Across The Morning
The City's Heart Begins To Beat
Reaching Out
I Touch Her Shoulder
I'm Dreaming Of The Street

If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
If They Say -
Why, Why, Tell 'Em That Is Human Nature
Why, Why, Does He Do Me That Way
I Like Livin' This Way



It's just how we are...humans
Why? Because that is human nature :)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Friday, August 7, 2009

Why?...

Maybe I'm just too shy...*sigh*

A Thing Called Love...

Going into Form 4. There's been so much change. Interest wise, behaviour wise? but mostly love wise. If "love" is the appropriate word for it.

Alot of people are now going through those stages of liking that special someone, or maybe going through the end stages which hurts the most. :(

Me never being in these certain times, makes it hard for me to know what it's like to care for someone. Although not denying that if I like that person, I'm very sure i do. Which i do.

Liking that person is both a pleasure and a torture. So weird. Imagining being with that person would be pleasure, caring for them, remembering them, missing them when your away. Consequently, the torture is knowing that you might not have much of a big chance. Or at least you tend to tell yourself that. You worry of rejection. Rejection kills. A feeling i hate. But the risk you take if you really want to be with that person.

These are some of the things that muddle my mind these days. My teenage years. Lived with youth.....love?.....I wish to hope.


"I just feel like I'm up against so much competition, will she like me? Maybe she probably doesn't. Am i putting up false hope?" - - - - - - - - - - - -xxx ;(